Sunday, October 19, 2008
To go back to initially exquisite. ♥
10/19/2008 06:45:00 PM
Put on earpieces, turn the speaker to the loudest, to avoid those irritating things, to keep my brain clear. I should lock myself inside room, I should keep myself alone, I should think what should or shouldn't do. I feel everything around me just annoy and irritate without any reason. Is just I think too much or I should do that. I need to calm myself down now. A bad feeling I'm having. =(
Time can't be reverse to when we like ; People are regret what they had did ; Time still run that fast ; People are still regret whatever they had did. Some feeling are just same as time ; come fast go fast. If the feeling come once, you din treasure it it will go very fast too and the next thing you'll do is just regret.
P.s/God is still alive ? :)
Sometimes we will think why last time we don't do like this or that maybe the ending will not coming out like this and should be like that. Why we will regret cause we din treasure the time and things. People will scold the god whenever they're having problem then next step they beg the god to help them again. Let's think ourselves why we will do this? We can change everything ourselves but why we need to beg people? Why some people can get what they want but some can't?Think back, when the time I just know you, when the time we fight together, when the time you still that childsish, when the time you are not like this and when the time I love you, when the time you had change, when the time you answer me let it be and continue...I should regret what I'd did and I should let it go but why can't I?
Things we expect much, the dissapointed will turn out more. Dream finally is just a dream we can't let it become true. We can jealous people but we can't think negative. Sometimes I will love the feeling of lovelorn cause it just too hurt but you got the answer is better than you don't have an answer you'd waited for so long right?
P.s/Lovelorn isn't that hurt as we think !
I know :) I know you are just utilize me but better than you din utilize me right? Sometimes I would think that why can't you just care me a little bit, why can't you treat me like treat others and why I'll use to hate you? Somethings are over and we can't get it back even how hard we try we also can't take it as last time and we also can't get the thing as same as last time. :)
Smile with tears is better than Tears with smile. Anythings will not turn out perfect as what we want and it willn't always be the good ending so if it is a bad ending we also must smile to take it easy :) I know I can't do it but I will try to do it. Try is better than never try.
I know that you willn't love me but you can't prohibit I love you. You're mature with some reason all of us feel it but it doesn't cause anything.
I hope the prologue of us willn't is a bargain but is a hello or a hi.
P.s/ If a smirk can turn everything why don't we just give others a smirk but not a smile?
Okay,I'd said too much. Should have to keep my brain rest a while so stop here and I think I will be M.I.A so don't miss me. :)
Labels: Kiss me when I'm sad
Friday, June 27, 2008
Chasing tomorrow sunrise. ♥
6/27/2008 09:42:00 PM
P.s/ I still love you & please don't hear what people said.Fridayyyy. That's it and school wasn't that bored today. *grins* First two periods the stupid kutipan had wasted my PJPK time,screw it. Then, class had BC period and I hate the oh-so-macam-yes Pn.LimYH. She is just a bitch you know? Dangggg. She was non-stop givin' us homeworks and she was like our class just doing her homeworks only. She makes me hate chinese now. wtf. Then having two periods of BM and it's suck okayyy? Felt sleepy cause my dearest Han didn't chat with me and sure that she is playing my handphone for whole day. =.- So, I just can non-stop crapping with YuXun and ChanWai. Recess time after BM, as usual after ate we went to DK and crapped over there.& some sucky thing happened. 
P.s/ Love pass through my heart and not paper.After that, had Econ period and ChinS.M was late today so I was crapping around with all guys over there and I'd said that KarChun love SiewBoon uhh. & they all laugh like hell and sure that all guys were supported me and they all bullied KarChun. Okayy, I'm here to say sorry to you. & It's not my fault cause if they're not supported me then I willn't get so hyper to say bout you and SiewBoon. *smileessss* Okayy, SiewBoon said that she love you so you must be happy la and please don't blame me yea. & those peoples were laugh like hell at there & faster thanks me cause of me you all willn't get so that bored.
P.s/Get bored because you're not beside me.
Then math period, we continued playing around cause the trial teacher weren't bothered us at all and my dearest Crystal said sth make the teacher oh-so-malu. See the conver yourself.
'hey teacher,when you want go d?'
*trytosmile* 'you're so straight'
'teacher you had pass to be a teacher?'
*smile*
'teacher,you don't want to be a teacher la, find another job.'
*trytosmile* 'you're so straight'
'8 weeks already,why you haven't go d?'
*not bothering*
Crystal was so cool you know, she i always make those teacher very malu. I love her. <3
Patrick had sat my place and playing my hp so I sat with KarChun and crapped with him and SiewBoon somemore ChanWai. Then, they're just so daib but they're nice to crap with. I love it.
Then, walked out with my dear and she shouted that she had lost 30marks for her Moral paper cause she didn't wrote watak. She damm pissed of it. Cool down yea. Then, crapped with Anna,ChooXX, KahJoon and FuJian inside van and thanks Anna's cookies it taste nice la. *yummy* 
P.s/A scar on my face because of you.
Backed. Called Anna bout 2.30p.m and we chat bout one and the half our and she told me sth. & felt nice to chat with her. Okayyyy, I love her much. haha x) Anna, I know you also love me much. *wink* sound so lessbian. Later on, slept till 7.30pm and didn't get to eat dinner so just sit in front of com and doing sth useless. day end.
P.s/Get hurt.And Tried to smile.Labels: Kahiee hearts you, Kiss me when I'm sad
Friday, May 23, 2008
You know me well? ♥
5/23/2008 08:19:00 PM
♥ KahieeTheWay ♥Heysss, being brainless this week. x/ I've many things to say it out so this might be a long post. *IThinkSo* Yes, all of the Catholic High School's student know that Form4&5 were having their 2nd term exam this week. And I'm the one who being lifeless & brainless when I'm having my those sucky exam. Screw me on. x(
Monday was Wesak. I didn't go any temple because I'm keep studying the stupid Science in home because Tuesday I'm having this sucky Science exam and it's kill my brain. I hate Science much. It is a sucky subject that I had. =( I slept at 3am something that day just because wanted to finish up all topics that involved in this term exam.
Tuesday. A bad day,really really bad and I gonna cried. I had my Science & BC1 paper this day. Guess what? My Science was F-A-I-L-E-D! I studied that much but ended up I didn't know how to answer those questions. Essay, the 30 marks I had gave back to my teacher cause I didn't knew how to write&what to write. Those structures really really didn't know what it was asking & my answer was so funny. Simply wrote the answer there cause I didn't like to see my paper got no answer in the answer sheet. I think when the teacher is marking my paper she will feel headache. haha x) Chinese essay, I've out of topic. Yea,I was. So, the essay I think I'm just got 5-10 marks only. After came back home, took a nap and woke up studied gain. I was studied History weih. History, a subject that make me bored till die but I still studied it. *grinsss* Studied till 4am something but my brain was blank.
Wednesday, I had my History paper. I swear my history paper sure PASS cause I'm copied here and there. haha x) No need worry, almost whole of my classmates were copied also and I heard something. A person said that a best chance to copy History paper. Who didn't copy was really dumb cause the ivigilator teacher was Pn.TanKeatSim,Pn.Azizah & n.ChiaPeckKwan. *smile* This 3 teachers willn't controlled us so we had talked during exam and sure got chance to copy. Objective, I had copiedalmost 36 questions out of 40 questions. Thanks to ChanWai, I really love him when during exam and we took those paper inside to the class and copied the essay from the paper which we took in & my table was fulled of notes. *tongueout*
Thursday, I had my English 1 paper only and Science class had their Biology exam. *high+ing* My english essay really die. The report I wrote wrong format and I didn't know what I've wrote. The whole report was pointless , pointless & pointless. The continuous essay I wrote the tittle that called Hope. *smile* I wrote bout SzeChuan's victim,I wrote bout my hope and I swear the essay I'd wrote the TanKeatSim sure don't know what I'd wrote. Studied my Econ for whole night and I didn't finished up all topics that involved inside the exam. I just slept for less than one hour yesterday. *shout&scream* I want to nag and shout out all I dilike in the phone with TanZhiHuey&JoannaLeeChuiPing.
Today, I had my Econ & Science1 paper. *grins* Econ paper, my 60 marks gone. My essay, I really didn't know what myself had wrote and I'm so pissed when finished my econ paper. Pissed & mad on NgChorHan. She didn't passed the answer to me but I'd passed so many notes to her. Pissed-off. But ended up nothing already. After that, we had Science1 paper & something happen when our class having Science paper. The new teacher-MissChoo told Crystal that Wah,your class so cooperate o, you all think I don't know whole class were copying and discussing answer ah? Swt. =/ She was so...fcuked up. She wrote down our name d. NVM, I never scare before. Thanks ChanWai gave me all 40 question's answer. Thanks so much I really love you la. I'd remembered sth, when we having our Science paper, my dearest MissOngWenBin's phone rang. Omgodness! She was smsing with KangWeiNian and she had forgot to turn her phone into silence mood and the phone rang, frightened me& herself too. *laughoutloud* Luckily the teacher didn't went to found out who was that fella. *grins* O..yea, Bin asked Kang to help us found out the answer inside the paper but when the Kang sent backed the answer to Bin make me laugh my ass off laa. The answer that she gave Bin all wrong! wrong! wrong! So swt.
Went MidValley with my dearest TanZhiHuey & JoannaLee. We went to buy ticket of the movie Drillbit Taylor. Firstly, we wanted to watch Indiana Jones*mylovelymovie* but ended up we bought the Drillbit Taylor that we didn't know what was the movie bout. Then we had lunch at KimGary, met up my dearest OngWenBin&LimKgaiTer. Grr...they two were slow like snail la. After lunch we rushed into cinema cause we thought we were late but we were not.*biggrin* After the movie, we rushed back to school and phew, we were on time.
LimKgaiTer, 1234567890 times sorry to you! Really sorry that we ffked you. I swear that I sure company you to watch Indiana Jones kay? Let's choose a day to hang out & watch kay? Let's hang out and watch and forgive me. sorry! Let's choose a day that you free okayyyy?
Him.I hate him these few days. Don't ask me why okay. He is always be with the girls that I don't like! I hate him but I still love him. I'm repugnant right? I know but what I'm going to do? Boo! I hate him these few days.
P.s/ I need his love back.
Joanna, I'm waiting you to come to my house. I want to be your math teacher. Yes,you must pass your math exam.
Misunderestood. haiz. =/ Don't know who is the fella who used my account to spam other's account. Fuck you la...If I found out who is the fella, I sure fucked him/her. The person who hack my account go die laaa. Get a life & fuck off can?
Labels: Kiss me when I'm sad
Friday, April 4, 2008
Look at me when you talk with me;Do the things that make me love you;Kiss me when I argue with you... ♥
4/04/2008 08:30:00 PM
♥ KahieeStillKahiee ♥
Nothing special happen today,I'm doing the same things. Go to school,skipped some lesson,eat inside canteen when recess time,go back to the classroom so late & many things just come normal,normal & normal. O...yea,I remember.I brought my that lovely handphone to the school without any reason and without doing things with it! I just bring it for fun cause the NoobyChua,Mymum-IceOng & MyDear,ChorHan and and and the Daib Crystal were bringing their handphone too so I bring it too laa & of course that DaoGei-LimKgaiTer was also bring his handphone also! haha x) We bring handphone to school cause we need to SMS. haha x) Isn't sound so cool? My dearest NgChorHan can sms inside the canteen while the prefect is just behind her! How dare she is! *learnt it*O.ya,I might want to say sorry to
DaoGei cause he been chased out by MissMagaret when he want to find someone in our class.Sorry la,I really don't know that Magaret will do that. haha x) I know you are not angry with it but I also want to say sorry! & He was staying till four p.m hoho~ *biggrin*.We were besties forever.
After school, We ate together inside the
IpohChickenRiceShop and we non-stop calling
DaoGei when we were gossip inside the
IpohChickenRiceShop and he was inside there too,see us how yeng laaa? We can just call people although the person we call just near by us. haha x) *learntit* Then we went back to school and then we went for our own stuff.
KgaiTer,
ChorHan,
WenBin &
HueyIn were going for their
LM meeting.
CrystalChen was going to her
QM's duty & I'm going to my
PBC stuff *biggrin* We
SMS each other while doing our own stuff. So cool right? *tongueout*
When is 4pm,I might went out to school and get into my van but it having a heavy rain that time so
me,
ZhiHuey &
KahYen were ran out from school to the bus stop there then I saw my van was there. I get in to my van and my whole body was wet like hell man! Just Fine la. Don't mind it already. Later on,we keep changing van and I'm keep on in and out in the van there. MyGod laaa! After changing van,I'm the one who
sms with them while we were inside the different van! haha x) We
sms somethings stupid but funny. I love to
SMS!
I
sms with
daogei,
wenbin,
chorhan,
crystal and some guys in different school want so my phone viberate
non-stop! This is not my fault,really not my fault laa.haha x) Inside van,
DaoGei and me were crapping around haha x) It's so funny and I need these time,thanks la. It's proud to have friends like you all. nyahahaha *evil-looking*
SMS is my hobby now,It is a part of my life now,It is a way to crapping with my friends,It is a way to let me sue all thingy to my friend and and many many things can do with
SMS.So,one day of my messages are more than
100 laaa...It's too much & horrible!
Inside van,I have done something
Impossible & I'm
waiting his answer & waiting his ...
Labels: Kiss me when I'm sad, kiss the way you love ♥
